Galfond Challenge wird erstmal pausiert mit einem großen Fragezeichen
Als die Galfond Challenge in ihre dritte volle Woche startete, ging es mit einer Sonntags-Session los, dem 15. Heads-up-Pot-Limit-Omaha-Match zwischen Run It Once Poker-Gründer Phil Galfond und Mystery Challenger “Venividi1993”.
Zu diesem Zeitpunkt war Galfond nach etwas mehr als 9.000 Händen schon 800.000€ hinten. Trotz des unglaublich schlechten Starts, war Phil ganz ruhig und hoch motiviert das Ruder endlich rumzureißen und den Downswing zu beenden.
Als Galfond in die Woche eintrat, die knapp 800.000 Euro in etwas mehr als 9.000 Händen kostete, versuchte er, die Situation zumindest ein wenig zu ändern. Jeder anständige Sieg würde dazu dienen, seine Verluste zu verkraften und seinen Legionen von Fans Hoffnung zu geben.
Venividi versorgte ihn jedoch am vergangen Sonntag mit einer weiteren Dosis sechsstelliger Verluste und brachte seinen Gewinn im Verlauf von 9.927 der geplanten 25.000 Hände auf mehr als 900.000 €. Damit ist Galfond in einer Situation, in der er knapp 2,5 Millionen Euro verlieren könnte, wenn man die Nebenwette mit einbezieht, in der er Venividi 2: 1 anbot.
Eine geplante Session für Dienstag wurde abgesagt, so dass sich viele Fans nun Gedanken über den weiteren Verlauf der Session machen und sich besorgt zeigen, dass Galfond eventuell aufgibt.
Galfond selbst sagte auf Twitter, dass er immer noch liebt, was er tut, und er hat Grund genug, Venividi trotz der düsteren Ergebnisse bis jetzt weiter zu spielen und zu schlagen. Allerdings bestätigte er am Dienstagabend die Befürchtungen einiger Fans, als er eine Unterbrechung des Spiels mit Venividi ankündigte.
Unfortunately, my downswing in the first #GalfondChallenge has very much continued.
I’m taking a step back to do some thinking. Here’s an update, along with some more of my thoughts: pic.twitter.com/jIcN4Bc1Jz
— Phil Galfond (@PhilGalfond) 11. Februar 2020
Phil Galfond Statement
As I mentioned in my last downswing post, a big consideration during any downswing is when it’s time to give up and play elsewhere, as is figuring out when it’s time to take a break and regroup.
Up until a few days ago, I was very proud of the way I’d handled a very unfortunate run. I think that I played well and remained as level-headed as can be expected.
After a seemingly endless string of losing days, I managed to find a winning one. I won €88K over a session where I felt great about my play (which had been true for some losing days as well. I got a taste of the downswing ending, and I was excited about the future.
That was followed by my biggest loss yet — €268K. I felt some tilt during that session, but managed to play my B game. Again, I was proud of myself considering the circumstances. The last two days, unfortunately, I can’t say the same thing. In my last couple of sessions, I could tell that I’d abandoned my gameplan for plays that felt better (emotionally), and I couldn’t seem to gather my thoughts coherently, or to make reads like I normally do.
I was playing scared. I was expecting to lose. I simply couldn’t get my brain to work properly. The most difficult thing about an extended downswing isn’t the loss of money — it’s the loss of hope. It’s the gap between the result and your expectations, and how it changes your vision of your poker future. For example, I’ve lost €900K, but when comparing my expectation for how this year would go to my new expectations, I’ve lost much more. For some people, they question whether or not they’ll be able to ever win again.
I’d kept my composure through loss after loss, focusing just on playing the best I could. When I experienced a winning day, I started to believe in my high hopes about the future of the challenge. (Remember from my last post, right or wrong, I’d felt like I had an edge and that things were reasonably likely to turn around). Afterwards, I was quickly and forcefully shown that it wasn’t going to happen.
I lost that hope, and it was replaced by depression. I’m proud of the way I kept it together for so long, but I found my mind’s limit.
I’ve experienced downswings of this size before, but this is the first time that one has begun precisely as I kicked off a high stakes, public challenge that I was incredibly excited about. I don’t really know whether it was the gained and lost hope, fatigue from day after day of intense poker and study, or something else, but I know that I’ve become unable to play my A or B game.
Regardless of where we stood at the start of the match, I’m confident that my C game a big underdog to Venividi’s A game (I think we can all agree on that :)), and I don’t believe I can realistically expect to get back to playing my best soon.
I took my one allotted day off yesterday to think things over. I’ve been seriously considering throwing in the towel on this first challenge, accepting defeat, and taking a break to reset my mind before heading into the next ones. The idea feels awful to me, but so does continuing to play poorly against a really good opponent.
What I’ve decided to do for now is to see if I can get my head on straight before making a big decision like that. Venividi and I only had six more challenge sessions this month, ending on the 19th, due to travel plans (I planned to play part of another challenge at the end of the month, which I still hope to do.) I’m going to pay the predetermined penalties to not play these sessions (roughly €3K/day).
Once I can get my brain working again after a little bit of recovery, I’ll decide whether I feel ready to continue on March 1, or if it’s time to regroup and move on to another challenge.
I’ve had a session win/loss record of 1-12-2 over these first 15 days of play. I know it was been hard for some of you to watch! I hope I feel prepared to come back and put on a good show for you all, but I know that realistically, as much as I don’t want to, there’s a chance I’ll have to just take the loss.
Thanks to everyone who’s been a part of the challenge and to everyone who’s been watching, creating content, and talking about the match. I’m sorry for the little break in the action here, but I promise that either way, there will be plenty of challenge play ahead.